I always thought I was lazy, sleeping all the time or just being alone and quite but now i can say “I’m not lazy! Super teacher carbon pm 2,5 face mask I need time to recover and heal and to do that I need to sleep and hide away” .
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It’s like have a two songs playing at once; One is you in the moment interacting with someone and then in the background you’ve got a constant monologue playing, of telling yourself “dont do that, ask more questions, make eye contact, you sitting too close, the lights are too bright, what did they just say? Just laugh and smile…” Its exhausting! yes, last summer. Super teacher carbon pm 2,5 face mask From the first appointment with my GP (General Practitioner in the UK) to the official diagnosis took about 3 years. I didnt even consider I had it till about 5 years ago but I knew something wasnt right and it was getting worse.
That there had to be a reason that conventional therapies and counselling through out my life hadn’t worked for me. So, almost a year from diagnosis I’m still waiting for some kind of support so it’s not an easy road. That’s why the comments saying that she just wants attention are really annoying I’m quite sure I have autism because what you wrote is exactly my experience, and like you counselling,CBT, etc has never worked. Did it help you to have the diagnoses? for my own peace of mind, yes. All my life I’ve avoided people I dont know or even groups of people I do know. I find being around people exhausting, not just because of masking, and high school was a living hell!